Sixth Chapter

I can believe that I actually succeeded in the diet programme today. I practically followed the guideline of the book(well except eating a few piece of mango with yogurt). Then, I went far east with my mum to go shopping and I managed to but 3 clothes!! well plus the ones I had in indonesia, it should be around 4-5 clothes already and this means that I have enough for my cny! Yei! And tomorrow I will be buying jeans and shorts and maybe new home clothes. haha cant wait.

So basically, today nothing happens except one thing, eating lunch with my father's friend, om sing sing. Ok...last time, I do admit that I think of him as a clever and witty person who has the talent ot being a very successful businessman that everyone's afraid of. However, I guess 'what comes around goes around'. After being ruthless to people in order to succeed, He now have a so-called permanent illness which involves the nerves of the brain not working and stroke and heart problem. However, he is still stubborn and refuse to quit smoking and maybe..alcohol too. And really, today he became quite scary. I dont really care about how his saliva keeps coming out of his mouth and how his lips were crooked or he is bald or so whatever, but is his attitude that scares me. He expect us to book him a plane today for today's flight to fly to indo and only to be back again by monday??? WTH?? He keeps on asking me to go interenet and book and I just smiled at him and keep quiet. Then during the lunch, he keeps on saying some weird things that I totally dont understand. Andasking me to marry his son?!?! I was like ok...this is plain weird and I escaped to the toilet for a little while and back again so that the topic will change. Ok.... I am mad at him and feel like justs stare at him with that 'are you kiddind' look. But hey, he is quite pitiful too you know. You can see that it is as if he already given up the chances of him being well again and just want everything to end as soon as possible. He hated people or maybe stranger touching him and doing things with his body that he did not know whats the usage of it. He did not trust people easily and is always in doubt, like as if everything they do have some faults in it. And is likeas if he is trying to settle everything, from his wife to his son, before he is gone like that. Thats why I cant be mad at him for a long time coz it is quite pitiful. It is ironic,really. His business' mind that everyone admired becomes the reason why his mind is full of doubts and being pessimistic of his illness and the people who can cure him. That is what you called a double-edged sword huh...