Third Chapter

Today was really a very very busy day for me. Well, one I need to wake up in the morning to accompany my aunt and my mum to the doctor(which I di not do since I overslept and only came later for lunch). Then, I need to meet my friend to meet another new bunch of NEW friends( I got to know them thanks to shinee and lei. haha) Well meeting new friends have always been my nervous-wrecking experience for me since I am not good in those introduction part. But, I guess we hit it off quite well?? haha coz we are able to talk and chit-chat and gossip. Is fun meeting them. And I got a chance to meep somene(char) from NP!! OMG. She is in engineering though but still...kkk

OH!! I manage to get the clothes that I wanted which cost me for about 70 bucks. And I bought another new shirt. Love it but my mum complained that it looks similar like one of my shirt. who cares as long as it is nice right?? haha thats why I am super duper happy right now.

In the car, my aunt and my mum were talking about cancer again, saying how lucky they were to have the money to be able to afford the amount for their treatment while others cant. I find this a bit ironic yet true. It is already unlucky enough that they got cancer but they are actually the lucky ones out of those cancer patients coz they are able to afford the treatment?!?! what came to my mind was that isn't it unlucky enough that you got cancer?? And from what I heard, there is like a very high chance that an ex-cancer patient will get cancer again for the 2nd time. Then I thought, will my mum be like that too?? My aunt did, so my mum too?? I don't really want that to happen. Is like going over the same cycle again. During that car ride, mum's word really left a deep impression on me---Why is it that those people who dilligently did a check-up every year that will most likely got the disease?? is not really fair. you pay for the check-up, you waste your time for it, you worry more than the others and yet, you got it. Is just like exams you know. You study more than him, you worry more than him, you spend your time more on the things you hate while he spends the time more on his games and yet, you score worse than him. People say thats coz he is smart. If thats the case, is there actually any justice for those people who actually study so hard yet cant score?? I hate those unfairness, those words that say 'Nothing is fair in the world'. If there is no fairness, then maybe the world is highly corrupted??