Never been blogging for a very long time. I know, too busy. Anyway, I lost my lollipop phone and now, I am like someone with no phone and I need to wait till tomorrow for my sim card to be activated. So unlucky!!I still do not know where I actually left it... starbucks, taxi, cdshop or the bus?? I have totally no idea. Tried calling it but somehow, my hp was turned off by someone. great... Well, now I planned to buy iphone4, but it is only available next week!! SO, I need to use my samsung phone for now:(
Just had my ITB test yesterday, and I still do not dare to check my answer coz I think I got some wrong and I did quite fast because, well, I just want to finish it I guess. lol. Then, went to makan place with avril, evie and leon just to accompany avril to eat her noodles.
So, I am still fighting over my disorder, and I just took a great step today, at least for me. I ate noodles during dinner, for the first time. I know I will gain weight (Which I actually want to) and I will feel the pain and guilt and trouble but I know I need to overcome this fear so that I can be normal again. Dad has been telling mum that I am too thin, my brother was shocked to see my arms were so thin and friends and people have been telling me to eat more. So, I need to try to get better, not only for them but for my own health too. I hope god will give me the strength to stay focus on the recovery step.
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